cyan thought

Why you aren't beside..

Like smoke and fragrance you hide!

You are my pain inside..

My heart's adorned pride.

You are the touch of my every write..

You are what, my words fail to recite.

My bright day and gloomy night..

You are my pleasure and my plight.

Isn't it ties' highest tide?

In absence of words we ride!

karar

Baas yehi baat ka sadma hai hume..

Wo jo apna hai lagta gair sa hai humen..

Jiye ja rahae hai hum yun kisi ke bagair..

Ki andaz mauth ka naya aa gaya hai hume..

Ek yeh baat hi wo na kare hai yaadh hume..

Dushri baat yeh ki wo hi yaadh aata hai hume..

Meri bekarari se wo jo khus raheti hai..

Phir ish baat se karar sa aaya hai hume.

thirst

I am none different from world..

Had I been God but my chest holds human heart.

Love may be restraint for you (the people)

I don't have any.

How far shall I be of yours?

Now, that I do not rule on territory of my own being.

Times deprived me of rains..

I am not desert..Though so do I look.

Life was witness to cruel season..

Not a single cloud of love rained!

sawalat

Koi chara nazar nehi aata..

Ab yakin khud par nehi aata!

Koi kare umar bhar intezar

Aur koi paal bhar nehi aata.

Zarrae zarrae mein baash raha hai tu.

Kyun magar mere ghar nehi aata?

Mit chuka hun teri zafaon se..

Par yakin mit kar nehi aata!

ahetaram

Har ek baat mei tera zikr aa jaaye hai, 

Hume tanhaai ka phir fikr aa jaaye hai. 

Mausam wasl ka guzar gaya phir bhi 

Aankho mei kyun bey mausam abr aa jaaye hai.

Hum hai, khudaa hai bich ek boot hai hasin..

Dekhte hi fitrat mei qufr aa jaaye hai. 

Ek tera roop hai aur ghazlen hai humari.. 

Hume baas in baato pe fakhr aa jaaye hai. 

Faaslaa kuchh nahi hai hamara aap se..

Darmiyaan ek umr-e-khijr aa jaaye hai.

Meaning of the key Urdu words

Wasl = Unison

Abr = Cloud

Boot = Idol

Fitrat = Nature

Umr-E-Khijr = Everlasting Life

ilteza

Gina kare hai din meri majboor unglian..

Un unglion se hai magar dur unglian.

Yun na din ginwayae, aaiye, chale aaiye..

Yun na ho ki ho jaye meri benoor unglian.

Muddaton ke baad chuaa pyar se aap ne hume..

Hone lagi gulabi meri bekasoor unglia.

Un gesun se pawon tak karne lagi safar

Chodhkar har lihaz-e-dastur unglian.

prarthana

Sei pothae tumi niyen cholo prabhu

Je pothae roaechae alo,

Andharer glanima ghochao moner kalo.

Aponar pothae apon gotitae

Sathi hoae tumi sathae cholo,

Prabhu je pothae roaechae alo.

Sukh dukh jato aghath sangsar somudrer ghat pratighat

Sohitae sakti dio pranae,

Ai jibon koro purno antar nibadenae.

Manusher jato manh abhimanh sokoler prabhu koro abashan

Premer bannhi jalao tapito monae,

Dukho sohitae sakti dio pranae.

Cholitae cholitae jodi badha bighno asae kobhu

Ginibare antarae ananta aishrja kar daan,

Subhro usha samo karo ujjal aano kalyan.

Tabo prem kori jano aponarae leen biram bihin,

Nitya anitya parae jato sashwato bani,

Manab hridoyae deo sei sangeet dhwani.

Jibanae maranae joy porajoyae sathae chalo prabhu sathi hoae

Nirmal koro sundar koro chinno koro jato bandhan,

Bikashito karo manab jibon, mitao moner bedon.

Hridoi moder korunai karo purno tager mantrae sankirnata karo churna,

Nibadito tabo charanprantae Hae-Mohan,

Manober aradhana,

Antar-ragae antarae aaji jagae chirakankhita sakarun prarthana.

grace that love gives

If I could live my life again,

Then, I would

Erase the pain and stain of sin

If I could

I never knew

A girl like you

Was waiting somewhere just for me.

Now the strength of your love,

Your true and pure love

Can set me free.

I didn't know

God loved me so;

I never dreamed, I never knew

That he had planned a girl like you

For me to love.

our love

A love that's only been written of,

The kind of which others can only dream.

They pray to find our kind of love -

Passionate, warm, yet pure and clean.

Your gentle words, your shining eyes

Are only a part of love we share.

Your tender voice and quiet sighs

Are little things that show you care.

When we are together, all I know

Is how much I love you.

And all that I can hope for

Is that you love me, too.

As long as God is glad for us;

That we should be together,

Then, we know our happiness

And love will last forever.

It's a love forever!

alone with silence

I scream but no one answers.

My own scream echoes back.

Endlessly, repeatedly,

Teasing me, taunting me.

It echoes in my mind,

In the empty place around me.

This is the silence,

It tortures me.

I scream, I scream again.

No answer, just the silence.

The very air is still,

It's heavy, smothering me.

Why doesn't someone answer?

Can't she hear me?

Of course she can't..

I'm alone with silence..!

perhaps

I was lacking in power to stare or else she wasn't away..

I was short of judgement or else she wasn't away.

I engaged in continuous struggle but heart had no zeal..

I wasn't friendly to myself or else she wasn't away.

It was all against of wisdom that I failed to practice humbleness..

I was unaware of manners or else she wasn't away.

I had great writing skills but was shy of conversation..

I lacked skills of initiations or else she wasn't away.

I had all the skills then what was missing that I failed to make her mine?

Perhaps it wasn't my fate in favor or else she wasn't away.

possessive?

Are you afraid of love?

Or are you just afraid of my love?

Please don't be frightened.

My love will not choke or bind you in any way.

It will bring you warmth when you are cold

And companionship when you are lonely.

My love will bring smiles to brighten all your days

And understanding when you are sad.

I shall not obligate you to come see me every day

Or to call me every night.

My love will give you all these things,

Asking only

That wherever you go

And whatever you do,

You will hold me in your heart -

Knowing that when you return,

I shall be here, only to make you happy.

don't ask me not to love you

I'm not begging you to love me.

I'm not really even asking you.

But, isn't it alright if I cherish that hope in my

Heart?

If I dream of just holding your hand,

It'll hurt me - not you.

I'll try to keep my eyes from shining when

See you.

And I promise

I'll try not to smile a special smile

When you say hello.

But, please - don't ask me not to love you!

voice of the defender

Voice of the defender unveiled..

Want to survive so close to you..

Always want to remain in your love.

On my knee

And won't even let your shadow

To be separated from me..

Asking the right over your love and life..

Asking the right over your body and soul.

You rule my mind and thought..

You rule my memories..

I talk just about you..

I'm so crazy about you

I remain awake in nights..

I keep wandering here and there

In the nights.

Come so close to me,

So that I can hold you in my arms

And listen to your heartbeats..

I shall give you a world,

Which is full of love, faith, wish and grace.

Voice of the defender unveiled!