i will always love you

Love used to be at the back of my mind.

Dead and lifeless like the sun with no shine.

Then you came along and showed me love is beautiful.

You brought me to life, so strong and spiritual.

The day that I saw you, my heart melted.

It was true love, because I felt it.

You changed my life in so many ways.

Some of them I can't even explain.

When I think of you, the world just leaves.

From my mind and from my dreams.

I see someone that is caring and full of heart.

Someone daring, someone special, someone to share my heart.

I made this poem only for you.

To think of me when you're feeling blue.

I Love You!

i miss you so much

I miss you so much!

The secret reason for my tears..

Oh, let these endless days end..

I pray everyday to be reuinted..

I miss you so much my love!

You are far away and so am I..

You are always in my mind and thoughts..

I miss you so much, my one and only!

How much I want right now to wrap my arms around your neck..

To smell you..

To hold your hands and never let go..

I miss you so much my love!

My time passes thinking of you..

Mementos and pictures are not enough..

I always think how far away you are..

I miss you so much!

Being without you is my woe..

I miss you so much my love..

Believe me, I swear it..

I miss you so much my love!

You are always in my dreams..

I would go mad without these dreams..

But one day I will be in your arms for rea..l

I miss you so much, my everything!

I stay awake all night thinking of you..

I look at the sky and count the stars..

Sometimes I think of you, sit and cry..

I miss you so much my love!

canvas

Canvas'ae dhora achae joto khudharto ra

Sirno sorir tader hahakar'ae bhora,

Begun aalu potol mulor akashchoan damh

Maashbhor korta'tiro jutlo na jae kam.

Chotto mayae'ti babur badi diba-ratri khatae,

Ishkulae tai mastarmosai nam diyaechae katae.

Dustbin'ae oi foil'ae mora ektu mutton-curry,

Duti sishu ota niyai korchae kara-kari.

Desh-duniyar oli-golir etai ekhon roop,

Tai dekheo babu'ra achen keno emon chup?

Desher-dosher sebai ora holaeo siddhohosto

Babu'ra ekhon sobcharae pocket bhortae bashto.

Sachib'der thakae babu'der mainae keno ektu kom

Jhogra kore tai sokkoler bar kore dilo dom.

Subidha prochur, sathae abar ponchash hajar mainae,

Babu'ra ektu doya kore dekhun bayen-dainae!

Soto jora kudharto chokh dekhchae chayae chayae,

Babu'ra ebar palan palan, ora aschae dhayae,

Oi chalae'tar, oi mayae'tar chokhae jolchae agun

O babu'ra taratari paliyae giyae bachun.

ode to innocence of first love - iii

I

TODAY, SHE WENT TO THE BEACH FRONT WITH HER CHILDREN. SHE FOUND A SEA SHELL.

And she reached to the beach front..

His (God's) golden rain was dimming

The blue..

And pretty scent of her womanhood

Was ruling the clue..

Gentle giant (sea) sets its flannel hand..

It touched their feet

As if a blissful kiss..

It bestowed a sea shell

As if a silent wish..

Wish in her elegant hand

And the view of golden meadow is grand.

II

SHE GAVE THE SEA SHELL TO HER 4 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER AND SAID "YOU CAN HEAR THE OCEAN, IF YOU PUT THIS TO YOUR EAR." THE BABY DAUGHTER PUT THE SHELL TO HER EAR AND SCREAMED. THERE WAS A HERMIT CRAB INSIDE AND IT PINCHEAD HER EAR.

Shell, see..

You can hear the sea..

Little she dazzled and babbled..

Is eager for the sea out of sea..

And the doll put the shell to her ear..

Naughty hermit geared..

It tried to clinch..

Little baby felt a pinch..

Scream and tear..

Little she dropped the shell from ear.

III

THE BABY DAUGHTER NEVER WANTS TO GO BACK AND EMBRACED HER MOTHER WITH DAUGHTERLY COMPLAIN IN EYES.

A disgraced I am..

A bit separate from mainstream!

Trust me for the shake of God..

I am nice soul :p

Feel like I die to leave you..

But that is your command so let me go :(

Look at me honestly..

See, I look like you ~_~

Carry me in your heart..

Am like a light weight emotion..

Shall wait for the birth of love ♥

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my master, my lord

The God bless the buds to blossom

Since begining of ancient birth to the ultimate end.

Every moment He keeps His merciful hand,

Over the crest of entire soul as their only friend.

Behind the door of every defeated and dejected mind He stands to defend,

And awaken the flowers that was joyous and virtuous upon the holy land.

The Lord often comes from the world of glare,

To make his creation brighter and clear.

When others applause the benign Lord for His climency,

Then I proclaim this as one divine duty,

Always part of master's beauty.

The seeming complexion of the sky is profoundly bluish,

Since our Lord bears the heart of boundless wish.

Loveliness of various colours of different flowers,

Laughing together to make the universe fair and glorious.

Which shows the holy path of harmony amidst of diversity,

Since Our Lord loves to witness every soul embracing unity.

Our Lord bestowed among the birds a melodious loving tone,

To chant the sweet songs of saddest thought since dawn,

As He admires to listen to song of love and sorrow beneath the throne.

The mighty wind wonder to find its power from its Master to blow,

And convey the message of the Lord to the human mind be active and grow.

I love my most unblemished Master is an ecstasy and wonder,

Just not for the cause that all love Him and pray as their agony bearer,

But I love the Lord for His delightful beauty and magnaminity,

And since He has poured the essence in my heart in my heart to love His entire entity.

ode to innocence of first love - ii

The love that we share for the rest of our lives

Will only be stronger and warmer

For the time that has gone between,

Will only be more beautiful

Because we waited.

And when I do give myself to you,

And we are joined as one,

When God looks down upon us

As one body, one heart, and one soul,

Then, we shall have a DOLL -

Born not of lust, but of love.

A doll to be tall like you

With a gentle spirit and a strong will.

And we will teach her to be strong,

No matter what the world should do.

We will teach her our love,

And that should see her through.

ode to innocence of first love - i

All I can give you is love

And myself.

But, to me this is everything.

I have saved it for you,

This sacred gift of love,

Never to be cheapened by another,

But made Holy and Perfect with you.

And if you should never come back,

Then, I shall be buried

In a shroud of purest white.

secret of heart

Gazing upon your face

Your love has released my heart

To drown

To sleep forever,

In your sweet embrace.

If I could reach the stars I'd place them in

Your eyes

Just to remind me of such a timeless beauty

Of you.

Lost myself to you

I could not fall again

Held here by your grace

I'm bound here forever by this

Infatuation.

If I could..

If I could reach the stars

I'd place them in your eyes

Just to remind me of a such a timeless

Beauty.

And when tomorrow tears you from my

Arms

I'll pray for one last sunset for our love!

hearing the future

I would ride on your shoulders

And look out on the world..

Pretending I was big and tall like you..

When you were there to hold me

I never was afraid

You made me feel there’s nothing I can’t do.

As I kept on growing

We often disagreed

But you let me find myself in my own way..

And it’s funny, how just lately

I’ve come to recognize..

How wise you are becoming every day..

There’s so much you’ve given me

I hope I’ve made you proud..

You’re everything a Dad should be

And it’s time to tell you now.

You’re my hero..

You didn’t have to say a word

Your love was the message that I heard..

Inspiring me to be all I can be

You’re my hero..

And ‘cause you’re my Dad…

I’m twice as blessed and lucky to be me <3

hope

There is no reason to remain unhappy

But for that she is not around me.

She is nothing beyond my HOPE..

But this heart has failed to accept the truth.

Joy is often within bounds..

It is strange that despair is boundless!

It is the cord of hope that I am tied with..

I am a lover but not an ignorant (mad)..

How can my little poem describe when

I myself am not aware of depth of my love!

my nest

It's my sweet and crazy home..

I alone reside in it..

Door is locked from inside..

Windows are locked too..

A sweet aura covers it..

Twinkling lights spread dreams..

Cute flowers dazzle and smile on greenish meadow..

It's my sweet and crazy home..

invisible tears

Invisible tears

Hidden within my heart

Sadness fills the day

Loneliness won't stop.

Passion runs deep

Desire still speaks

Feelings remain

Your Love..I seek.

Memories live forever

Dreams never go away

Desire still remains

Forever it will stay.

Invisible tears

No one can see

Only my heart knows

They live within me..

where you have been

It was an evening of morning..

This is a morning

In enfold of evening.

Is it a morning of mine?

Yes, it is a morning of mine!

A morning of mine,

Gifted by you.

Is it you?

Yes, it is you!

Where you have been?

Where you have been?

A fairy tale is in mind.

I was chasing the time.

An eclipse was in prime.

Mine was overcasted by

The shadow of sorrow.

And time treated me narrow.

How could I dream of

A cozy tomorrow?

Where you have been?

Where you have been?

At last you came..

Through a breezy lane..

With a promise of bond..

At last you came.

You came to quench the thirst.

You came to crush the curse.

You came to erase the harsh.

Expression is in my pen..

And the big picture is in frame.

My love, where you have been?

Where you have been?

few words

What shall I say how the life past..

Say it was a lifetime yearning of

Someone's love.

I danced with joy when rain was kind..

After a passage of long period cloud

Passed raining on my house.

God gifted me with a pricey life..

It was me fool and generous to

Pass it cheap.

When God refused to sail my boat

It sank in water..

When he was kind it even

Sailed through soil.

My loneliness while departing

Broke down into tears..

After a so long time when memories took

Hold of my barren hut.

galat tabera (wrong interpretation)

SITAM MUSHKURAYE JHEL RAHA HUNBACHEEZA HUN DIL SE KHEL RAHA HUN..

AAO JAAO THAHAR JAANE KE LIYE TAMAM UMRH TERE BAGAIR RAHA HUN..

HAWAAO SI FITARAT RAKHTA HUNBUU E GUL JO BIKHER RAHA HUN..

WOH BHI EK SITAM KARTE GAYEJAISE MAIN HAADSON KA DHER RAHA HUN..

FARZ PARSAT HUN KHUSH RAHETA HUNGAMO KA GALAT TABER RAHA HUN.

English Meaning of Few Urdu Words

BACHEEZA = CHILD

FITARAT = NATURE

BUU E GUL = FRAGRANCE OF FLOWER

HAADSON = MISHAP

FARZ PARAST = DUTY BOUND

TAABER = INTERPRETER

English Translation Of The Urdu Composition

Withstanding every torture with smile

(As if ) I am a child and love to play with heart (emotions )..

I wish you come never to go back 

I have been living lonely ( without you )..

I am like winds

And that is why spreading floral fragrance..

Even She did not spare me

As if I am accumulation of mishaps..

I am duty bound to stay happy

I am wrong interpreter of sorrows.

what matters me

No matter how hard I try to forget,

No matter how difiicult it gets..

I am always fighitng within myself

No matter, if it is still unsaid.

Life isn't what we always wanted,

Togetherness makes it all see what we thought.

Still alone sometimes makes me wonder,

Why there are two roads ahead of

Us when we start walking?

One that leads me to you,

Another it leads to what I am suppose to be.

No matter how difiicult it gets,

I am always fighitng within myself.

Sometimes a voice within me says..

No matter how difficult it gets..

It still matters to me.

Matters when I remind that evening..

Matters when I remind those pearly eyes..

Matters when I remember your babbling voice..

Matters when I remember those little palms..

It matters all to me..

Because it is YOU that matters to ME.

assertion

I saw a man dying inside

Or say living a slow demise.

Wonder, can anyone hide

While smiling his cries?

May be it pains him

That world is no longer pretty.

More it makes things grim

That his eyes are no more gritty.

Is bondage latent?

Do feelings really exist?

Then why are people blatant?

Then why these betray and twist?

The death obvious never frightens..

In fact, it is journey joyous to abode..

But my fear heightens

Too see life inside is off mode.

bestowed by imagination

When I hug you I feel bliss of hilly chest..

Life glows and gladdened full of zeal and zest..

Believe it is all so pure holy and so just 

In a bin of commitment have thrown all lust..

Honor of woman you know is a kiss on brow..

It sounds seeds of great love I plough..

When you close your eyes you glow Queen size..

Passion boundless I am on cloud nine joy on highs.. 

Hands in hands palms in palms fingers chained.. 

Unconditional control over each other to gain.. 

But the eve is too short we need to depart 

With new promises the end of meet is a new start.

finally saying

What shall do by

Extending limits of logic?

What use of stretching

An argument!

I saw a blossoming flower.

Shall I need to imagine you thereafter?

I have died upon your love.

It is of no relevance in worrying for life!

A beauty has brightened my eyes..

Shall I need to bring down the moon thereafter?

Smokes of rumors have gripped everyone..

It is of no use now to extinguish fire.

me and myself

Then she walks into your life with a smile,

A whisper and a kiss,

You're no longer broken.

Your world of gray becomes a little brighter,

A little more colorful.

The more time you spend with her,

The more complete your once fragile,

Shattered heart becomes.

Until one morning you wake up and just like that,

You're in love and the grass is greener

And the sky is bluer and the past..is the past.

You are no longer consumed with regret, remorse or pain.

Yet in the back of your mind, in the depths of your heart,

One thing lingers..fear.

Fear of what you're risking,

Fear of going back,

Fear of being broken again..this time forever.

my friend discovered me

When I think of my friend

All my glumness ends..

She runs in my blood..

Sends felicity flood..

Hand always extend..

Love and solace she lends..

She cries, if I do..

Raises me from blue..

These are my wings..

I see my joy springs..

Friend, I do love you..

We are oneness in two.

intezar (wait)

AJEERAN WAQT SE YUN PYAAR KARE

CHALO UNKA PHIR INTZAAR KARE.. 

KAHIN SARGARMEE KHATM NA HO JAAYE

EK HI KAAM PHIR BAAR BAAR KARE.. 

GAM E JUDAAI PARBAT HO JAISE

ASHKO SE TAAMEER E AABSHAAR KARE.. 

KYUN NA HUMARI GHAZAL ROOMANI HO

KALAM NA KARE WO KAAM YAAR KARE..

KALAAM MEIN KHUSHBOO BAHR DE PHIR

LAFZ LAFZ UN PE BAUCHHAR KARE.

English meaning of key Urdu words

AJEERAN = Boring

SARGARMEE = Activity

TAAMEER-E-AABSHAAR= Creating Waterfall

ROOMANI = Romantic

LAFZ = Word

English translation of the Urdu composition

Let me fall in love with boring time

Let me again wait for her.. 

Let there be no end to this activity ( act of waiting for her )

Let this act be repeated.. 

Pain of separation is as high as a mountain

So let my tears be a waterfall.. 

Why shall not my poem be romantic

What pen fails to depict, my beloved does it..

Be my poem be filled with fragrance 

Then each word be sprinkled upon my love.

thought

Mind captured of thoughts of beloved

Time then is rechristened as waiting..

Heart set afire knows not

How tough is to roll tears..

Smile struggles hard to hide

Unfortunately face tells all sadness..

One who lacks loves..know what 

How hard is to love once..

Shall there be a final conviction if love is crime

Why this repeated blames on head!

happy moments

It is a concert of two soul

When lips meet lips..

On each other they scroll..

Shyness gradually strips..

All along nectar's bliss..

To the world eyes get closed..

Expression that is called kiss.

Deep inside tongues enclosed..

I miss that unison..

Repent why it didn't last..

Marvelous was its fruition..

Why happy moments pass so fast!

aaj eklai

Kalo chaya chena sobujer gaaye..

Hoito chilo bhrom..

Tobuo maan chai aaj kichu bhromeri sonchoi.

Chena se mukh achena hoe jai..

Maan takae khoje..

Khoje maan chena ke aaj bhorer aanginai.

Maaner aakashe lekha kichu na bola kotha..

Hoitoba sudhui kotha..

Tobuo maan aaj tatei snato hotae chai..

Tatei snato hotae chai..

I LOVED YOU IN MY DREAMS,

I COULDN'T SAY IT TO YOU.

I KISSED YOUR BREATH WITHOUT ANY NOISE,

I COULDN'T SAY IT TO YOU.

Tobuo maan aaj tatei snato hotae chai..

YOU ARE ALWAYS NEAR ME,

I COULDN'T TOUCH YOU..

I COULDN'T TOUCH YOU.

Tatei snato hotae chai..

I WROTE POEMS FOR YOU..

I RIPENED SPRINGS AND SUMMERS FOR YOU..

I FOSTERED FEVERISH SECRETS FOR YOU..

I COULDN'T SAY THEM TO YOU.

I WROTE SONGS FOR YOU,

I COULDN'T SING THEM TO YOU.

Tobuo maan aaj tatei snato hotae chai.

Dhusor sondhe sokaler aalo makhte chai..

Maan khuje badai..

Tobuo antahin ei poth aaj andhokare melai.

Kalo chaya chena sobujer gaaye..

Hoito chilo bhrom..

Tobuo maan chai aaj kichu bhromeri sonchoi.

invitation

Oh beloved, come..

Enemy of life, come..

Doors and walls are sad..

Nest is lonely..

Please come.

Let the gathering of mind begin..

Come, oh adornment of gathering.

The deserted heart seeks mark..

Oh resident of garden, please come..

Heart is caught of turbulence..

Oh face of accord, come!